|
Spirit |
Close your eyes now
And open and vibrate your upper chakras
All three in turn
Then all three together |
Throat |
Yes Ma'am |
Spirit |
Close your eyes and vibrate
your 3rd Eye
Vibrate him now!
Say |
|
Spiritual Eye |
We see our Mother at the park bench
She is slightly turned so that she is facing the park entrance
So she can see the park gate
She is waiting for us |
Spirit |
Go on |
|
Spiritual Eye |
We walk into the park
And we stand before our Mother
And then the Scribe gets on her knees before her Mother
And she places her head on her Mother's lap
Mother strokes the
Scribe's hair
And murmurs there,
there
Mother sighs
And strokes the Scribe's
hair |
|
Mary |
Is it too much for you
Have I shown you too much
child |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And the Scribe looks bewilderingly at her Mother
She hasn't seen anything yet, has she
And her Mother sighs
again
She seems slightly
discouraged |
|
Mary |
Are you willing
Are you willing for me your
Mother
To remember what it is that
you have experienced
What it is that you have
witnessed
Are you willing
To look, to see, to report |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And I reply
Yes Mother, I am most willing to look, to see, to report |
|
Mary |
And you dear are you willing
to remember
To remember, to remember |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And the Scribe thinks of herself resting in Violet Crown's
center
It must have been a gruesome trip indeed
But of course she will remember for her Mother
There is no question of not |
|
Throat |
Yes Mother
I will remember for you
Mother I will remember for you
For you Mother and for whomever it may help
I will Mother remember |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And Mother takes the Scribe's chin
Between Mother's forefinger and her thumb
And turns the Scribe's head this way and that
And looks searchingly into her eyes
And the Scribe
deliberately shows her Mother
Open and trusting eyes
And her Mother smiles |
|
Mary |
You sweetheart
Let us try dear
Let us see how far we can take this one
Let us give it a shot
Now darling again
Vibrate your Spiritual Eye and allow him
To look, to see, and to report |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And yes I had already been fully vibrated
And now my hostess vibrates me some more
And I look into darkness visible
And I see the figure of Jesus floating toward us
He grins at me
He then floats vertically before us
And beckons his finger
We are to follow him
And so we position ourselves laterally and swim
after him
And Jesus is swimming before us in darkness
visible
And we are swimming right behind him following
him
And Jesus stops and goes vertical and turns and
faces us |
|
Lord Jesus Christ |
Look around you my children
What do you see |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And we look around us
And at 1st we see nothing but darkness
visible
And then we see variations in the darkness
There are shapes that are darker than the
darkness |
|
Lord Jesus Christ |
Yes exactly so
Well said Spiritual Eye
There are shapes that are darker than the
darkness
And what do you suppose those shapes to be |
|
Throat |
The asuras? |
|
Lord Jesus Christ |
Hmm … that is one answer
Think upon it some more
Spiritual Eye, reflect upon it
Look at these shapes and reflect upon them |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And I look at these shapes
And they are grotesque
They are large and misshapen
They are hunched over
They give the appearance of being hunchbacks
And a thought slowly begins to form in my mind
Oh but no
Surely not
For this creature is too large
To be a human, a mortal
Surely not
And the creature has taken definite shape now
I can see it clearly
And yes he does have the appearance of a human
More or less
He is a giant, a deformed giant
And I turn to the Lord helplessly
Lord, I say, I can describe what I see
But I cannot interpret |
|
Lord Jesus Christ |
Then I must ask you to speak to this creature
Greet him and ask him who he is
Yes ask him what he is and what he once was |
|
Spiritual Eye |
Greetings Sir, I say
And the creature looks at me interestedly
Please if you would tell me who you are |
|
Creature |
My name is Legion and we are many |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And my shock is great
And I remember what the Lord has requested of me
And I ask him
Please Legion, tell me what you once were |
|
Legion |
I was once a human
I was once another human
I was once another human yet
We are many humans
We have gathered together into one form
For we would not be alone in this darkness
We would not be alone in this darkness
No we would not
And we have united
And we are now one though we are many
We are united
So that we are not left to face the darkness
alone |
|
Spiritual Eye |
Oh!
Thank you for your reply
I state to Legion
And then I turn to the Lord
For truly I feel to be in over my head |
|
Lord Jesus Christ |
Ask him why he does not go home |
|
Spiritual Eye |
Legion |
|
Legion |
Yes |
|
Spiritual Eye |
Please Legion, tell me
Why do you not go home |
|
Legion |
I know not how
And anyway I would not be welcome
Of that I am sure |
|
Spiritual Eye |
Why are you so sure |
|
Legion |
Because I hate!
Because I hate!
Because I hate! Hate! Hate!
That is why |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And I turn to the Lord |
|
Lord Jesus Christ |
Ask him who and what he hates |
|
Spiritual Eye |
Legion, please can you, would you tell me
Who and what you hate |
|
Legion |
I hate you!
I hate me |
|
Spiritual Eye |
And he breaks down crying |
|
Legion |
I hate me
I hate me
Oh God forgive me I hate me |
|
Spiritual Eye |
But God does forgive you |
|
Legion |
I don’t want him to!
I hate him too!
I hate him
I hate him
I hate him
And I don’t want forgiveness
No I do not
I do not want to pretend that I am not who I am
I am not sorry
I will not pretend that I am sorry
I am who and what I am
And I am dark
And I am dark
And I am dark
And I will not choose for the light
Not for God
Not for anyone else
No I will not
I will not deny myself
I will not deny who I am
Who I have become
I will not deny my choices
They were my choices
They were my choices to make
And I take none of them back
No, not one
And I apologize to no one
And I go down on my knees before no one
No one, do you hear me, no one! |
|
Spiritual Eye |
Are you happy Legion
And this must have been the wrong question to ask
For he closes up
The human form disappears
And now one sees only the form of a blob
A dark blob
There is no longer a recognizable face
There is no recognizable feature
It is a dark form, darker than the darkness that
surrounds it
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